Lessons

We hold on to some people, get attached and expect so much from them that, when they leave, it feels like the end of the world. Like someone has taken away everything you love deeply.

You have to accept that even the most beautiful thing breaks.

With time, we realise that not everyone who is a part of our life, is meant to stay. But those people, unknowingly walk away teaching us the best lessons of life.

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Pictures

If I don’t like any picture clicked by me or just something sent by someone else, I just delete it.

And life goes on. I click more pictures without even thinking about the erased one like it never existed for me.

I wish it was that easy for us to delete some unwanted or painful memories that are etched in our minds. In our hearts.

Conversations with self

I like spending time with myself sometimes. Isn’t it great to have all the time for us?

You are absolutely free to speak anything and everything, or even cry if you feel like without the fear of being judged by anybody.

Conversing with one’s self is the best part of the solitude.

Patting yourself for some achievement of the day, pointing out your own mistakes and promising to not repeat it in the future, laugh reminiscing at something your best friend said, or crying because you are hurt, all form a part of your conversation.

It feels good to come back to yourself at the end of day, filled with chaos, voices of people still reverberating in your head or the irritating sounds of vehicles.

There are days where you feel extremely pumped up and over the moon, where you wish for those moments again and again.

But there are also days where hopping into the bed and laugh watching your favorite rom-com feels like a burden on your shoulders.

So just look into the mirror, clench your fist and say that this might not be your very best day, but no matter what you are gonna bounce back tomorrow and be back with a bang.

To the one who never said sorry

I used to spent my days sulking over the fact that despite of being the cause of my sadness, you never dared to utter a simple ‘sorry’. It was always easy for you but for me, every minute was like a torture in hell.

I was never able to digest your happiness and cursed my fate for days like these. I hated every single thing about you. My heart was always burning in the volcano of anger. They were volcanoes.

But I also realised that, how all these things made me the most unhappy person in the world. This was killing me but I won’t let it happen. Because, you still didn’t care enough. My dreams, feelings, tears nothing mattered to you.

So, I decided to let go. I let go off my hatred for you. I let go off the fire of anger and disappointment and I was no longer going to curse my fate for you. Because my soul, deserved peace.

I have decided to step down and move on. But stepping down doesn’t mean that I lost anything, instead I found everything that I was always looking for. I was able to look around for people who really mattered to me and you were not the one. Anymore.

To the one who was never sorry, I forgive you.